In Memory of my Beloved

To the other half of my endless soul, 

“Our untold story of love 

written before our time, 

Give me your word, 

Tell me, it will all be fine
My soul had bled blood of separation 

For every moment of this existence, so long 

My life seeming to be this endless melancholic song
Hidden deep, deep in the trenches of my heart broken

The light was unable to reach the bottom of the red ocean 
With Every day that comes 

With every setting sun

And with every rising sun, above the paradigm 

I wait for you 

I wait for you 

To return to me, my beloved

In longing, I weep and weep

Until I put myself to sleep 
I have loved you 

Within time and without 

You entered my heart 

Never to find a way out 
I have loved you in this life, in another and I will again 

For this wounded soul, only love can mend
I cry to you, pleading 

I cry to you, bleeding

Leave me not 

For this love, every breath I have fought 

 

In this love of ours so true 

I saw my reflection in you 
Your love reflected my creator divine 

In your love 

It’s my soul I find.”

Natalia Awasty

Once upon a thought …

For you too were once but a thought
 

Floating like a feather above the skies
Far, far away from the imagination of this world temporary 

Above the heavens 

Beyond worldly lessons 
And just like a bud, tender and pure
You, loved one
Blossomed into being

 

You, like a star

When created 

By the cosmic alchemist

 

Tiny potion of infinite magic 

In the pure bliss of oblivion 

Cradled in the womb of love 
In love you were born 

You were but without form 
In reflection of your mother father Creator 
You were all and 

And in all you felt your being 
The winds, the water, the hills and valleys 

And beyond 

In a far away existence 

An unimaginable way of being 
And in the blackness of the void 

Where all ceases to exist 

Even there 

You felt your divine bliss

Distant constellations of stars 

Your family you regard 
To this universe you do belong 

The endless sky 

Clouds, star dust and nothingness 

Manifest and unmanifest
Your soul, an endless cosmic song 
Remember who you were

Who you are 

And who you will always be 
Look within to solve the impending mystery 

By Natalia Awasty 

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