The Secrets of My Soul 

All manifest love,in ways unique.

Your love was, 

A language, 

only I could speak. 
Oh my heart, 

Made a perennial work of art

By scars 

Of words engraved dark and deep 

Painted red, by the blood 

of your love 

I still keep 
Hidden,

like a treasure forbidden 

Buried in the trenches of my old soul 

The plague of separation like,

Tales of unspoken horrors

Of stories untold. 

Natalia Awasty 

Poetry in a Void 

Somewhere in between worlds I reside 
Floating in the void 

Of the infinite mind 
I, an explorer eternal 

I seek time 
In this sea of eternity 

Where wholeness and nothingness 

Merge into the one 
The one being, the all 
In between 

The streams of time 

I take the forgotten fall 

I wonder, do I exist 

Oh time 

An illusion 

Must you persist? 

The void without 

The void within 

With the light of this endless love

Wash me off 

My past, my future sin 


Natalia Awasty

If I Disappear 

I wish sometimes that I could Just simply 

Disappear into nothingness 

A void within a void. 
Never to be heard 

Never to be seen 

Like burnt smoke in air 

To merge with it all

Until, 

the smoke is not smoke 

Anymore 
To cease to exist 

Would count perhaps,

As the ultimate bliss 
An ocean of oblivion 

In which I swim to eternity 
I fear no pain 

I feel no joy 
I flow and I flow 

But 

You see 

Even the I – dissolved along with me. 

Natalia Awasty

Sacred Soul Mate Relationship 

The soul is neither masculine nor feminie. Rather, it is the one that results at the scred union of the divine two. The one that is the essence of all creation. Oneness is the natural state of the soul, a reflection of the one infinite creator of all. Balance the divine feminie and divine masculine within yoirself by acceptance, balance and unconditional love for both. This, in turn, will reflect your sacred soul-mate relatioship in your life. For, your relationship with your soul, reflects your relationship with another. Unite within, to unite without and surrender to the power of divine creation. 
Natalia Awasty