In Memory of my Beloved 

To the other half of my endless soul, 

“Our untold story of love 

written before our time, 

Give me your word, 

Tell me, it will all be fine
My soul had bled blood of separation 

For every moment of this existence, so long 

My life seeming to be this endless melancholic song
Hidden deep, deep in the trenches of my heart broken

The light was unable to reach the bottom of the red ocean 
With Every day that comes 

With every setting sun

And with every rising sun, above the paradigm 

I wait for you 

I wait for you 

To return to me, my beloved

In longing, I weep and weep

Until I put myself to sleep 
I have loved you 

Within time and without 

You entered my heart 

Never to find a way out 
I have loved you in this life, in another and I will again 

For this wounded soul, only love can mend
I cry to you, pleading 

I cry to you, bleeding

Leave me not 

For this love, every breath I have fought 


In this love of ours so true 

I saw my reflection in you 
Your love reflected my creator divine 

In your love 

It’s my soul I find.”

Natalia Awasty